Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Liberated self >.<



How do i say it?
i have reach the next level of my life~

How do i explain it?
its another stage of my life ^^

How do i express myself?
An unending happiness!!!!

I am really feeling great now~
not to say anything but somehow i truly feel God' love in me.

The experience that i get during my seven days in Korea was so amazing!
When people say that they feel liberated when you go to Cheong Pyeong, oh you better believe it!
Because i FEEL liberated!
Not that i have any problems...
But i feel so much lighter...

Some more being able to meet TP 3 times...
wow~

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

DEAD

title to emo???
well yea cuz i am.

why?
cause i've been typing for 24 hours non stop and i am STILL not done yet!

DEAD
cause tomorrow i gotta post the stuff or else my salary is gone.

NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

BORED


I am mad enough to do this....
Crazy girl =.="

Friday, August 7, 2009

Movie -G.I Joe: Rise of the Cobra


I was in JB last week and i Just reach home and Uncle Hong Wai ajak go to movie. What to do but say yes XP
GI Joe was chosen and it was good with great graphics and and story line not to mention all actors and actress are great!!!

G.I: Joe aka Goverment Issue:Joe is truly what i believe is every goverment's dream.
Story starts with...
2 elite soilders (Duke and Ripcord) find themselves in G.I:Joes' military training center after being ambushed by MARS. Duke then recognized one of the elite MARS soldier as his ex-fiancee, Baroness. When all was black (Duke and Ripcord almost died and MARS almost got the 4 warheads) the Joes came and attack. Don't blame Duke and Ripcord for almost dying. I mean, comparing their weapons with the joes and MARS... Duke and Ripcord's one looks like kiddies weapons. Yes, you will be totally awed by the technology of the weapons. Even i was like O.O!!!!
Seriously! They don't use bullets instead uses beams and lasers that will blast you off far far away. Suits that can make you go invisible, defy gravity etc...

Like i saw the graphic was good~

Anyway, i love all the character (^_^)v
But if i have to choose it would be Baroness and Storm Shadow~
Why???
Well because, Sienna Miller really looksgreat ^_^
Love her glasses which goes clear and dark with just a touch. I can tell she really trained alot to be able to fight like that. She just puts in so much effort!
Lee Byun Hun, well one thing is that this korean dude really went off well in his first english movie in hollywood. His english was good and so is hif fighting skills. Wearing only white he gives off aura that people thinks he's on the good side. But he's not. Storm Shadow, even tho he's the bad guys but he holds on strong morality. No to killing woman and kids and totally follows orders and he got one heck of a sense of pride.

Introducing Storm Shadow and Baroness played by Lee Byung Hun and Sienna Miller.



Here's Lee Byung Hun and 2 kids who were the younger version of Storm Shadow and Snake Eyes.
The left was snake eyes. The right Storm Shadow.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Movie - The Taking of Pelham 123

A day before Mrs Sam reaches Malaysia from Korea (Cheong Pyeong), he wanted to watch a movie as a single-lonely guy.

Venue: GSC, Mid Valley
Date: 5th August 2009; Wednesday
Time: 9pm

Originally we wanted to watch G.I Joe cause it was 8.30pm (its earlier) but...
Its was a Wednesday where ticket price is cut to half. RM14 divide 2 [you do the math]
So before reaching mid valley Close to 8pm (we were rushing!)
My head was fill with my nonsense/useless/overly reacted imagination of the situation @ GSC

"Long line (cause it wed ticket cheap and its at nite!), Definately no ticket (since GI Joe was like new), and we are gonna waste our time there...... no movie..."

I kept saying to to God "Let there be movie to enjoy~"

Honestly when we reached the place (we park the car across the road @ jusco side - long walk =.=) i was seriously surprise~

Good news: There was barely no line!
Bad news: GI Joe seat left 2 (very ngam~) but its the front front row =.=

In the end we decided on Pelham 123. Which is @ 9m (while waiting went to MPH and bought a book!)

The Taking of Pelham 123 - Review

This movie is full of action and honestly whe it is rated PG18 i was expecting something more...exposed???
This movie is definately not a love movie. It does not even have love essence. Except for one couple who was snogging each other through the internet =.= other than that ziltch! (which i totally love~)
I would say the reason its rated PG18, is because 1) its Malaysia~ 2) its because of the foul words which they(m'sia) muted the majority of it 3) because of all the shooting people John Travolta did which was cool~ not that i liked seeing people being killed but hey he's the bad guy. If he don't kill someone how is he gonna be one awesome bad guy?
Anyway, this movie has 2 major actors. Denzel Washington and John Travolta. 2 great actors. One on the good side the other on the baddie side. Both were awarded @ Academy Awards more than once!
This movie revolves around just the both of them, so i can't said who is the main actor. Both are the major ones who makes the movie super intense.

Pelham 123 is a named of a train that John/Rydar and his minions raided. Holding 17 hostages and demanding New York city to pay them the ransom of USD 10 million. Communicating with John/Rydar is Denzel/Garber who only Rydar will talk to. There were lots of action packed when the police were transporting the USD10 million from the bank to the train in time.

I always wonder why is John Travolta akways the bad guy but after watching his peformance in Pelham 123, i finally understood. John really was immersed in the character. you can tell. His acting and expression was splendidly expressed and not to mentioned his lines were awesome (i give credit that to the script writers)

Denzel Washington in this movie... i can't really say he's the total 100% good guy after all he did take a bribe but then he invested it all to his daughters. His character, Garber Walter is truly a guy with guts. Being in the train thing for years he really is a person who loves trains XD. But then Garber character really shown out with the help of the bad guy. Honestly, i truly felt Garber won't be exciting without Rydar.

Other roles in the movies are seriously minor ones even without them they can't really influence the intensity and the awesomeness of the movie. But they are still considered important.They are the ones who is in between the good and the bad.... like the mayor who really is a people person and yet the citizens of NY hated him. Garber's boss... the jack*** who neither good nor bad, he really dislike Garber and puts him in a difficult position and yet still have a reason to....

Anyway, overall this movie have been totally great with action packed and cheeky lines and the intensity between the good guys and the bad guys....

fyi, Rydar's personality still even after movie still remains to me a mysterious aura....

i give this movie 8/10 stars

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Dae Mo Nim's words

Last Night while thinking of doing something

::idea::
Lets read~

So i went to the bookshelf and look for a book.
Then at the corner, sandwhich between 2 huge book lies a small blue ultra slim book called
"2nd Generation's Beautiful Culture"

Its the 3rd vol of DMN's speaches.

It really helps a lot to me.
It shows many thing need to improve and do.
DMN event teaches 2nd gen how to be a good child.

A quote from the book;

God said that 2nd gen is the flower of all flowers. The are the flower of all flowers that were born without original sin. He said that "the 2nd generation is the life of all lives. They are the love of all loves and the jewel of all jewels"

there is 11 point that needs to be engraved into our hearts

1)The value of 2nd generation
2)Build a True Family
3)Never Drink, Smoke, and use Drugs
4)Don't look, touch or take and eat
5)Our culture centered on God
6)Don't abuse public money
7)Don't abuse people's heart
8)Life of attendance to True Parents
9)Culture of reporting to True Parents and your parents
10)Don't tell lies
11)Let's keep promises we make with God

To me these thing are like the commandments in my live.

What strike me the most the the 9th point.
the culture of reporting.
It is utmost important to trust God, True Parents and our parents.
As God too wants and needs someone who he can trust.
So in order to keep a close relationship with Gd, True Parents and our parents always do reports.
Like when we are awake in the morning,
first greet God and True Parents
"Ah~ i had a wonderful sleep and am awake now. Good morning Heavenly Father and True Parents"
then you greet your parents,
minor thing like reporting small matters is a good thing as it helps to reflects upon ourselves if we did anything bad today. Self reflection helps us in becoming a person of good qualities...

Friday, July 24, 2009

Experiencing KK

Ok...

Like 3 days ago (wednesday) i wne to meet yui cause its the day i get my Yukata~~~
So i decided to take this time to stay oer her house and also watch movie ----> Harry Potter!

Yui invited 2 of her frinds. KK and Ben (nice to meet you~...ben)
Ben a 20++ year old guy who is really nice and he can speak japanese~
KK akak Khareeza. Yui's erh... ex school mate who studies in the UK now and is in malaysia cause of summer break.

So... I was totally the alien there... hey! no prob i got my yukata~
But seriously. I heard alot of kk from people and i wanted to know so i 'observed' her and seriously!
I am sooo speechless...
She's in short a s***!

She who met Ben for the 2nd time that day was.... literally ALL over ben.
Sure the stories i heard of her hugging guys and over reacted whenever she sees a guy...
I never thought of it as serious!

In any case. So Kk was all oer ben seriously.
I couldn't even the time of intro like
"Hello~ Im Christine yui's friend. Nice to meet you,ben!"
Seriously =.=
In the end of the day i didnt even know ben's name until i asked Yui and he also didn't know my name till he asked yui. No ones fault there...

Khareeza. A Chinese who looks like a indian malay.
Talks non stop. Never seen someone talk so much in my life.
Miss know it all.
Definitely very very cain type =.=

Sigh... better stop. Not nice to talk about people....
So, Ben was nice. tho he thought i was seriously quiet.
Well... i didnt have the chance to talk right??? kk was talking non-stop and she even cuts my conversation when there is one.
She's the limelight....
But hopefully we'll meet again ^_^
=.= minus kk of course =.=

but in any case.
Ben have been a real gentleman ^_^v

Monday, July 20, 2009

Sorry Sorry

I know its been centuries since last posted.
Words cannot describe how busy i have been not only in terms physically but also spiritually.
Right now i am standing in between FFWPU and UPF.
Honestly really i find it awesome- to be able to gain new experience and learn more and to be able to be some help to others.

To be able to be productive. That is what i want to invest.
But things sometimes... most of the time can be confusing.
Not because I am helping and investing to nothingness but because i don't feel it.

Do you get it?
Ever felt that you don't have the it factor?
Doing something and feel not appreciated?
Feeling not really connected to people?
Its a bit of what i have been feeling.

Helping in events and co-coordinating Youth Ministry all this requier outer and inner energy.
Doing 2 things and rearranging my schedule to fit it all so that i can focus it one at a time.
That needs double the energy.
Most of the time i find my life full of dull colours.

Its the same i guess, a full cycle.
Me looking for something - tried doing it - ending becoming dull...
One thing is that i realize more about myself.
And i gotta improve myself more. Learn more.
Life to me is such a blur still...
Really... i don't really know how to describe it.

Being me.
I feel through all these years...
The more i grow...
The more i feel....
The people i know who used to have so many hopes on me looks dissapointed.

I KNOW!!!
I know i am a dissapoinment to this nation.
Not being able to grow beautifully and greatly.
Not being able to be greater.
Not being able to be very well connected to everyone.

That's why i want to improve.
I know i am truly slow ....
All i can say is sorry...

Truly I am so sorry...

I am sorry for being the way i am...
i am sorry for being a very bad leader...
i am sorry for everything i have done....

i have to find my complete self.
So that, other 2nd gen would be better...
research, that is what is need for youth ministry...
trust, love and care as well...

That is all i can say for now...
a alitlle part of my heart.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Asian - Tag by Yui

Super long tag [I've ever got!]

Asian Test random
(Share)
Today at 6:05pm

(x) = I don't know.
[?] = I don't understand.

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[x ] You think DDR is cool
[ x] You watch anime
[x ] You like Korean drama
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[ ] Your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 8/10

[ ] You style your hair
[x] You have a xanga/bebo/myspace/friends
ter
[x] You speak languages other than English
[ ] Your parents are strict compared to other REALLY asian parents
[ ] Your parents have high expectations of you
[ ] You always get A's/B's on your report
[x ] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting
[x] You know your multiplication table
[x] You play badminton or table tennis
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 13/20

[? ] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[ ] You own an asian car
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February ..
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[ ] If you're a girl, you prefer white guys over asian guys, or if you're a guy you prefer asian girls
[ ] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can do the rubiks cube
[ x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games

X's so far: 18/30

[x] Everytime you're going out your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[x] You have have heard of BoA, Gazette, Ayumi Hamasaki, Gackt, Jay Chou, Twins (x), or DBSK
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times ..
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[x] You own a gaming console
[ ] You play a musical instrument
[x ] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks well
[x] You get nothing if you do well in school

X's so far: 24/40

[ x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[ x] You don't like football
[ ] You have/had a curfew
[?] You know what ulzzang/tb (x) means
[x] You know what purikura is
[x ] You like bubble tea
[x ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[ ] You've played final fantasy (XIII (x), IX, X, X-2, XII)
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 30/50

[x ] You know what bok choy is
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You have/had a tutor
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan (x) before
[x] When you seek for your mother's permission she replies "Ask your dad"
[x] You like to save things in case you need them later, even if you never use it
[x] You have tasted durian
[ ] You hope to be employed in something practical, like medicine, law, accounting, or engineering
[ ] You have eaten dog or snake
[x] Everyone thinks you're at least a year younger than you actually are

X's so far: 37/60

[x] You call your adult family friends "Auntie" or "Uncle"
[ ] You have or have had a bowl cut
[ ] Your parents enjoy(ed) comparing you to their friends' kids
[ x] You eat everything with chopsticks
[x ] You hang/hung your clothes out to dry on a line attached to the window of your flat and the window across from yours
[ ] You are applying to an ivy league college
[ ] Your parents or relatives have tried setting you up with someone
[x ] You eat for breakfast what is considered food unfit for breakfast
[ ] You scored higher on the math than you did on the verbal on the SAT
[ ] You always cheer for the Asian athlete on TV

X's so far: 41/70

[ ] You love shopping at Costco because everything's cheaper when buying in bulk, even if you don't need so much
[ ] You buy rice in 50lb sacks at least
[x] You have had to wear hand-me-downs
[x] You get two of the same thing but one is better because it's free
[ ] You fight for the bill because of face, even though you don't actually want to pay for such an expensive meal
[ ] You make things yourself because it's cheaper, even though it takes more time
[ ] You own a huge butcher knife but it's actually called a "vegetable knife"
[ ] You own a lot of Tommy Hilfiger or Calvin Klein
[x] You can down cups of tea like water and not feel the caffeine effects because you're used to it
[x] You love hot pot

X's so far: 45/80

[x] You make your rice without butter, spices, or salts
[ x] Your parents are especially loud on the phone
[ ] You always take home the leftovers from a restaurant
[ ] You try to coerce others into taking the leftovers if you're eating with company
[x] You give fruits as gifts
[ x] You will waste extra gas to find cheaper gas/other things
[x] You are smaller in size compared to the Caucasian population (compared to EVERYONE)
[x ] You have relatives in Canada
[ ] The number 8 is an extremely lucky and important number to you
[ ] The number 4 is an extremely unlucky number to you

X's so far: 51/90

[x] Every big event revolves around food
[x ] You have gotten used to the smells of herbal medicines
[ ] You are stick thin and want to keep it that way
[ ] You try to save money on everything you buy
[ ] You eat a lot but it doesn't add much to your weight
[ ] You care a lot about staying in fashion with the rest of Asia
[ ] School is always the number one priority in your family
[x] You care a lot about honor and saving face
[x] Your parents expect you to do everything right
[ x ] You mix languages up constantly while thinking and speaking

Total X's: 56/100 = 56%

I tag:
Jnel,Max, CJ7, Jia Yuan, Alve

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Tag Hunting Begins!

Hunt soon-to-be taggers

1. Post a recent photo of yourself


2. What was your last meal?
-McDonalds!


3. Any plans for today?
-Yea loads! my work load just tripled and i gotta rearrange my work and fill my planner
[Hopefully i get to doo all the stuff by saturday!!]

4. Describe your life.
-Life is full of ups and downs. I am so lost in my world and i always lose interest in something quickly.
Summery: Life is boring [Iwant more excitment!]

5. What are your feelings now?
-Feeling lazy with all the work i am thinking...

6. List 5 people to tag.
1-Yui
2-Max
3-CJ7
4-Jia Yuan
5- Jnel

7. Is no 1 your best buddy?
-100% yessssss since 3 years old

8. Is no 3 a weirdo?
-Yeap! totally [hee hee]

9. Do you consider no 5 girly?
-Call her girly and you die.


10. No 2 is a sensitive kid?
-I dont think so....


11. Do you think no 4 will tag u back?
-If he actually does the tag whahahaha


Keep adding one question for everytime you tag someone

Double tagged =.=

I'm tagged by Jnel & max.
Sigh....
I don't have to answer for 2 tags rite??
This is 2 in 1

1. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Damn tired, after a drama marathon [ended at 2.30am] watching "CHANGE'

2. Would you consider yourself as a well-being person?
Define well-being...
Don't think so tho >.>

3. Have you ever visited an orphanage or an old folk's home?
Of course!!!

4. Have you ever had a best friend who is trustworthy?
Ever 'had'??? Still going on okay~~ since 3 years old! whahahaha

5. Do you want someone to be dead?
dead a... hmmm yee.... no. Jesus did said love your enamies [can't kill myself >.>]

6. Do you love to go to school?
I used to until i entered form 4 where hell broke lose and now i got no more school~

7. Who was the last person who texted you?
Gan Mun Kit aka King monkey aka monkey aka moon kit aka sepiluh [aiya many nick wan la this guy]
MUN KIT!!! movie on sat la.. ON!!! i'll chekc the time and price and how to get to MID VALLEY

8. Do you want any food to eat right now?
Fridge beside me... lazy to go take. There's lots of stuff in this house but seriously don't feel like eating... but i do feel like eating some cake now [non here] Secret Indulgence.... yum yum
*hint* get me one~

9. What are you doing right now?
Answering this tag >.> [can't log on pet society and RC for some reason]
darn i wanted the car in PS....

10. What are you thinking right now?
Thinking of the gonna-be-so-long update meeting tomorrow morning at 9am and i gotta reach he office by then to get my report ready to be reported in the meeting... sigh...

11. List 15 lucky people whom you tag:
Not taggin anyone. Gonaa make a new set of questions and start tagging [BEWARE]

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Mummy's Day Event

Jn3l Tribute

To the girl who loves the colour purple,
choc and consumes them like an addict
Happy Belated Birthday.
If we meet again on a sunday let's go to Burger King (My treat!)

Jn3l (2nd from left - beside me)

OK so its been a week since mother's day

BTW: I miss my mommy dearly T_T

Anyway,
while listening to Sanctus by Libera (Awesome kids ^_^) and blogging plus trying to like do power of 10 sen boxes which i am in charge of collecting it (talk about Ah Long aka blood sucker) really i am trying hard to think of what happened last week...

Oh yea mother's day. Youth Ministry 3rd Gathering. Jnel's Birthday (a year older eh...)

So if i compile all 3 into one O.O hectic

Yeap hectic is the word of the day.

But in any case Thank you God for guiding me \(^_^)/

So for mother's day YM gotta sing. 2 songs.
I don't really know what song. I thought of mother's day song but could not find any except for the rocky mother's day song by Blink182 which i don't think will appease mothers...
So i decided on a challenging song (whahahahaha) Just Stand Up! by 11 various artist!
At first i do wonder if its ok....
Sigh i dont reli expect much from everyone. They all really got no confidence heehee which is common but its a boost of confidence for them ^_^ i couldn't really pick the singers since i don't know how good are they so i just pick the 'brave' ones to hold the mic and sing he others sing the chorus part....
Thanks to Shojin and Max for singing... you guys shud have moe confidence. GOT FULL POTENTIAL!!!!
So..... YM gotta sing and dance.....
My plan for girl (lots)
Boys...(if u ket me pick the dances or you give me ideas sure we'll work it out...)
Still best is if the take full ownership and i can finally go back home and nag at my dad to send me to Sun Moon (truly wanna go there...)
Anyone can sponser me???? i only need like 3 Million won~~ that is like RM25K only~~
T_T sheees wish i can go STF but somehow Suthye didn't help >.> like he gave up helping....
Oh the agony nowadays i feel =.= merciless....
not because of the jobs but because of people...
Best for me if i can drive (with my own car) and i live alone in a house (^_^)
Anyway back tot eh singing....


Somehow i looke white!! (must be lights laaa....) =.=

After dragging them to the front ^_^ go go go!!

I am happy for Max and Shojin *Thumbs up!*

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Hopes...

OK so updating my blog....

Actually i got lots to write just i don't really have time and i have soo many things to say...

Basically i am updating my blog cause of Janel...
The gurl in green on my right holding the M&G box that contains our Bazaar Sales cash (she's the Honorary Treasurer after all...)

Jnel & me during the Bazaar Sale

So what's happening yea.....

Lots have happened and many things is happening now.

The Youth Ministry 2nd Gathering with Youth Ministry 1st Bazaar Sales. It was super tiring i bet after everyone got back they slept (i did). Truly i hope and pray YM would grow internally properly and fast. No to rush them but some needs to grow and understand better. Some are excellent and great. Truly will be great leaders in the future... all of them!

Now i got like 3 things to concentrate and prepare.
3 major and important ones which is totally different from one another.
One is Youth Ministry's service and fund raising and also performance this coming saturday and sunday. YM service will totally keep going on till to end and beyond and i will keep watch over it. My hopes... lots...
Hopes 2nd gens will take ownership of the jobs given and youth ministry, practise culture of living for the sake of others and truly treat each other as brothers and sister. I pray to see the day they will lead Youth Ministry and all i do is quide them (^_^) till then i gotta work harder. Heavenly Father have truly been with me up till and will be with me forever. I really wanna know more of them. Learning and understanding so many things. To me anything can be overcome and i got dreams and hopes lots of them that i expect the YM achieve. Nothing can stop me i guess.... tho i may not look like a person with dreams but truly my heart says so many things. I still got no confidence tho but Father have been with me. Complaining is my forte XP but it helps me see the bigger picture and understand the situation better. Tho i have many thigns to learn but what i have right now is only what i can use to do things. I am not a person with talented abilities (well i don't see any) so i have to put effort. I hope one day i can travel to countries learning the 2nd gen system there and bring it back to Malaysia and make a new system that can help the 2nd gen here. Truly they are more precious than myself. Hopes.... is only a hope. I gotta make it a reality. Let God see my performance and one day God will tell me "You have done great. You did wonderful...." i hope.... right now i can make them all understand and see my vision and realize they truly are talented children whom God loves and they can achieve anything if only they realize their potential. That's why....

Secondly is the Power of 10sen donation box. Seems like i am the coordinator for the boxes a.k.a i am reponsible for the distribution and collection of the boxes through out Malaysia (O.o)
Hey, what can i do??? Many things to do since i just got informed of my oh-so-new mission. Since i distributed it now i gotta collect it back. Keep calling people, arrange transportation to get the boxes and count money and bank in and and and.... what else??? oh yea make report... All this thanks to Jim Lee who supposely the person in charge insted of me but his departure to join the Asia fundraising team.... costs him this..... oh well... tho i hate calling peopleasking bout the boxes (feels like asking for money...AH LONG!) gotta over come it!! Mansei~

Third a.....
you know my third mission i have no idea what is it, originally is to help a.k.a assist the UPF to launch a Kids Ambassador for Peace program. Then yesterday i was told to cancel it cause YM is not "ready" yet (fyi YM's director said that.... >.>) now! ask if i can be the main coordinator and paln all this. Proposal, programs, activities, job scope.... everything la! all i gotta do... alone... cause everyone else is too busy... >.> sure i got no problem with that its a HUGE challenge but i can take it... my motto = i never say no to important stuff that can help in peace... something like that... i help and say yes if my heart feels i should do and i can do it and its good..... But i need a clear picture to plan. What does UPF sees? Ask for a meeting (short one) but that guy left to somewhere =.= Argh i feel mad thinking bout it... God help meeeeee.......

I hope i can do a great job for this 3 mission. the third one i am still not sure if it'll go on tho... gotta ask that guy nia....

Hopes....

Its all hopes first....

Friday, April 24, 2009

FoodRaising

And so today

24th April 2009 (Friday)
6am



The bazaar is like 2 days more and we got no money LITERALLY ziltch.nada.zero.empty. well except for the RM50 offered as a donation from sunday school. MANY THANKS!

But tell me s it enough to buy food enough for 80 people. Yes you heard right. 80. The eight and a Zero. Plus drinks and tit-bits....

So in order to earn more and save more. Less the cost the better!

Me and our Director and 2 other HQ member (Jim and CK) went on a tiny trip to foodraise! We went to a HUGE wet market and decided to ask the boss there to donate some veggies. We ask quite a few....



Mr.Director doing a great job!


This Aunty finally gave us kangkung ^_^


We got quite a sum of veggies on the first 10mins...


We kept asking but i did not get the veggies that i wanted~


We Kept asking....


And finally got what we needed....



The car almost full O.O


Best pic!!!!




In front of Market


And we came back...
the sun shone BRIGHTLY~


Everyone was happy....


Bazaar Day... Saved!!
All thanks to God, True Parents, and all brothers and my time of one hour foodraising!!!!

GREAT EXPERIENCE!!!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Karangan Terbaik UPSR 2007

5 Stars...

Karangan budak darjah 4

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit “Adoi!”. Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting
Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit “Adoi..!” dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

Friday, April 10, 2009

MRCS HQ

Ok so i didn't blog like ceturies ago.
After Janelle's 'calling' i'll blog >.>

Ok its about why i din't blog....

sigh....

Anyway, everyone in HQ was super busy because of the Power of 10sen: Gaza Dibela natonwide campaign with partnership with the Malaysian Red Crescent Society (MRCS). This nationwide campaign is located at 6 states and my zone is central zone located at the MRCS HQ. So i was told that those VIP coming is Tan Sri Zaleha, MRCS chairman and Miss Malaysia 2008. Plus atleast 20 teachers from different schools and reporters!

So i was excited! My partner will ber Dr Teh who as UPF representative will be doing a power point presentation on Power of 10sen. Along with 2 technical person: happy and Lito. But unfortunately Dr.Teh couldn't make it cause he need to go to Thailand for a meeting so he was replaced with Mdm Shanta an AFP. still no worries...

Until the day...

9th April 2009



(1)AFP
I kept calling her since 8am and until the last moment she finally picked up my call (Thank God!) but then she told me with her sickly voice "Sorry i can't make it today because i got high fever" (O.O) For a moment i swear my heart skipped a beat. But its ok, Tan Sri Zaleha is coming right??????

(2)Tan Sri could not make it
So i went into the conference room in MRCS HQ and talk to the MC to make sure the program is what i need it to be. Then then break the news "Tan Sri just alled me and said she could not make it today" Now i truly really swear time stopped. DOOMSDAY is here. omg God is truly testing me. But i feel so unworthy. I not in a standard of talking to the press or a celeb and VIPs for that matter. I mean come on! I only taken care of donation boxes and written the script! I got no name card and im just 20 >.>

(3)Time has arrived
So time has arrived VIP is here Miss Malaysia is here. The press and MRCS staff. But teacher who supposely come from 40 different schools? only one came (=.=) Anyway the show must go on. So i thought originally. Following the program i should have time to compose and get inspiration to what to say since i DID wrote the script for MCs and before my presentation its a video of Power of 10sen and Gaza so i should get ideas on what to say... Mana tau the MC (btw is a totally different person o.0) says "salam sejahtera" and straight away introduced me and say "nowi would like to invite the UPF representative Miss Christine Wong to give a speech" A sppech!!?? H-E-L-L-O i would like to say... i don't gove the speech. I give a presentation. Totally different! So i got toal shocked and i swear again that my soul left my body that time. So my speech in bahasa was totally off and hang and lame!!! worst speech i have ever given. Yea so after me was Miss Malaysia 2008 she gave a supporting speech to suppost Power of 10sen. Then it was some cheque given to MRCS and then it was Q&A time with press. So i hope i answered nicely >.> Then it all ends... just like that less than 30 minutes.









(4) My own Q&A with Miss Malaysia 2008
So after everything i had a chance to talk to Miss Malaysia and she was really nice so interested in helping UPF and she brought one donation box back! Truly she is so nice (^_^)/


(5)SMK Desa Tun Hussien Onn
So 3 of us UPF side were invited to follow 2 MRCS to a school to handover the donation boxes, badges and a file. It was a ncie school (^_^)



Finally Thank you Miss Malaysia for your support and I am looking foward to work together with you on UPF programs...


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Youth Ministry Activity Planning 2009

Hi all Youth Ministers and Senior 2!!
This is the activity planned for 2009. We still welcome new ideas and suggestions. Please feel free to drop a comment or sms me for any inquiries.

REMINDER: Our first Youth Service kickoff is on 11th to 12th April 2009. Don't miss it!
[By invitation only - Anyone else wants to join please ask ^^]

NOTE:Activities may me changed depending on the situation.

Please leave a comment if you want a copy

MONTH

ACTIVITY

NOTE

APRIL

STUDY TRIP & VISITATION

LED BY YOUTH MINISTRY

Week 1

5 Apr

Best Discipline Class & Best Cleanliness Class

All Students

Saturday

11Apr

YM First Gathering & Over night (PE)- Place not yet Confirm

- Set up Youth Club & committee

- Discussion on Yearly Plan

- Sharing of challenges among Elder 2nd Gen

Senior 2 (12 ~ 16) + YM

Week 2

12 Apr

DP Lecture Practice

Senior 2 + YM

Saturday

20 Apr

YM – Youth service ( NTC )

~ Life of Faith (Foundation of Faith)

Senior 2 + YM

Week 3

19 Apr

DP Lecture Practice

Birthday Celebration (March & April)

Senior 2 (PIC: KH & OG)

All Students

Saturday

25 Apr

Study Trip & Visitation (proposed: Yakult Factory)

Junior 1 & 2 (PIC: KK &YL)

Week 4

26 Apr

Visit Ipoh Sunday School

Bazaar Sales / Jumbo Sales

Esther

Families & Children *After BFA

MAY

PEACE MESSAGE COMPETITION / ART & CRAFT COMPETITION / GPF INDONESIA

30 MAY- 14 JUNE:

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS

Week 1

3 May

Best Discipline Class & Best Cleanliness Class

All Students

Friday

8- 9 May

~ Front Line experience-FR

- Mother’s Day FR Campaign

Senior 2 + YM

Week 2

10 May

8-10 May: GPF Indonesia / Mother’s Day FR Campaign

Mother’s Day – [Art & Craft/ Coloring Competition] BFA 2nd Generation Testimony

- Experience with God through FR

Senior 2 & Youth Ministry

Junior 1 & 2 (PIC: teachers)

Week 3

17 May

Tips on Public Speaking Skills – Invited Speaker

Senior 1 & 2 & YM

(PIC: Esther) * After Class

Saturday

23 May

YM – Youth Service ( NTC)- Place not yet confirm

~ The Meaning of the Day of All True Things

- Preparation for Holy Day

Senior 2 + YM

Week 4

24 May

Holy Day Celebration (NTC)- proposed movie show

~ Outing Activities (proposed Ulu Klang Waterfall)

Families & Children

All

Week 5

31 May

Peace Message Competition

(ASSISTED BY YOUTH MINISTRY)

Gathering After Service About Workshop

Senior 1 & 2 (PIC: teachers)

JUNE

NATIONWIDE 2ND GENERATION BLESSING WORKSHOP /

DIVINE PRINCIPLE LECTURE COMPETITION /

FORUM ON UPSR & PMR & SPM

30 MAY- 14 JUNE:

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS

Week 1

4 June

7 June

4-7 June: 2 Day 2nd Gen Alignment W/S (Local only) + 2 Day Camp in Bukit Cahaya ~ Age (9 ~ 15 )

Senior 2 + YM + Sunday school teachers

Saturday and Sunday

13-14 June

13-14June: Nationwide 2nd Gen Blessing Workshop

Parents Children Dialogue

Best Discipline Class & Best Cleanliness Class

Children (> 16 years old): YM

During workshop

All Students

Week 2

14 June

DP Lecture Competition

Senior 1 & 2 (PIC: Amy & SP)

Week 3

21 June

Birthday Celebration (May & June) /

Father’s Day Celebration- Wishing Cards

Prize Giving Ceremony– PM & DP Competitions Winners

All Students

(PIC: Tomoko) * After Class

BFA Service Hall

Saturday

27 June

YM- Gathering – Bowling

Senior 2 + YM

Week 4

28 June

Forum on UPSR & PMR & SPM – Motivational Talk

Senior 1 & 2 & YM (no class)

MONTH

ACTIVITY

NOTE

JULY

PARENTS- TEACHERS & TEACHERS-CHILDREN DIALOGUE

PARENTS & CHILDREN

Week 1

5 July

Best Discipline Class & Best Cleanliness Class

Teachers Children Dialogue

All Students

Teachers & Children

(* After Class)

Saturday

11 July

YM – Youth service (NTC)

~ Life of faith (Foundation of Substance)

Senior 2 + YM

Week 2

12 July

Parents Teachers Dialogue

Parents & Teachers

(* After BFA)

Week 3

19 July

Challenging Day

(Outdoor Service- Holy Ground- Taman Tasik Perdana)

Families & Children

Saturday

25 July

YM – Breakthrough Limitation (NTC)

~ Front line experience – FR

Senior 2 + YM

Week 4

26 July

Visit Singapore Sunday School (Kids AFP)

Esther (* to be confirmed)

AUGUST

NATIONWIDE 2ND GENERATION WORKSHOP / MINI SPORTS

TGMD WORKSHOP/ DIVINE PRINCIPLE QUIZ COMPETITION

22-30 AUGUST:

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS

Week 1

2 Aug

Best Discipline Class & Best Cleanliness Class

All Students

Saturday

8 Aug

YM – Fellowship (NTC)

~ Front line experience – Witnessing

~ Bring friends to join

~ 2nd Gen to perform

Senior 2 + YM

Week 2

9 Aug

DP Quiz Competition

Junior 2, Senior 1 & 2

(PIC: teachers)

Week 3

16 Aug

Birthday Celebration (July & August)

Prize Giving Ceremony– DP Quiz Competition Winners

Intensive Class & Extra Tuition (UPSR / PMR / SPM)

All Students

BFA Service Hall

(PIC: qualified teachers/ parents) (* After Class)

Saturday

22 Aug

22-23 Aug: 2 day Youth DP workshop

~ Service Project

~ DP (Chapter-1 & Chapter-2)

YM + Guest

Week 4

23 Aug

22-23 Aug: TGMD Workshop & Promotion Test

TGMD Masters- only TGMD Students

Week 5

29 Aug

30 Aug

29-30 Aug: Nationwide 2nd Generation Workshop (International Speakers)

Tele-match & Mini Sports

(Proposed Adventure Program & Pilgrimage Visitation)

Children (>10 years old)

Parents & Teachers

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During Workshop

SEPTEMBER

INTENSIVE CLASS & EXTRA TUITION

FOCUS ON STUDY

Week 1

6 Sept

Best Discipline Class & Best Cleanliness Class

TGMD Belt Grading Ceremony

All Students

BFA Service Hall

Saturday

12 Sept

YM – Youth service (NTC)

~ Life of faith (Foundation for True Parents)

~Make Spiritual Cheon Seong Condition for PMR and SPM (Find out the examination date)

Senior 2 + YM

Week 2

13 Sept

Intensive Class & Extra Tuition

PMR & SPM (* After Class)

Week 3

20 Sept

Intensive Class & Extra Tuition

PMR & SPM (* After Class)

Saturday

26 Sept

YM- Gathering- Teh Tarik

~ understanding their preparation for exam

Senior 2 + YM

Week 4

27 Sept

Intensive Class & Extra Tuition

Outstation Visit (If Invited/ necessary)

PMR & SPM (* After Class)

Esther

MONTH

ACTIVITY

NOTE

OCTOBER

INTENSIVE CLASS & EXTRA TUITION

FOCUS ON STUDY

Week 1

4 Oct

Best Discipline Class & Best Cleanliness Class

All Students

Saturday

12 Oct

YM – Youth service (NTC)

~ Prepared by 2nd Gen ~ Study Group

Senior 2 + YM

Week 2

11 Oct

Intensive Class & Extra Tuition

PMR & SPM (* After Class)

Week 3

18 Oct

Challenging Day (Witnessing/ Outdoor Activity)

Birthday Celebration (Sept & Oct)

Intensive Class & Extra Tuition

Senior 1 & 2

All Students

PMR & SPM (* After Class)

Saturday

24 Oct

YM – Gathering – Movie show/ home visiting

- Group Study

Senior 2 + YM

Week 4

25 Oct

Outstation Visit (If Invited/ necessary)

Esther

NOVEMBER

SKETCH PRACTICE (TP LIFE) / SINGING COMPETITION / NATIONWIDE 2nd GEN BLESSING ADVANCE WORKSHOP / GOD’S DAY PRELIMINARY MEETING

21 NOV- 4 JAN 2010:

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS

Week 1

1 Nov

Best Discipline Class & Best Cleanliness Class

All Students

Saturday

9 Nov

YM – Youth service ( NTC )

~ Sermon given: NL- Dr.Teh

- Game Day (for younger group)

- Make Hand Craft for SPMers

Senior 2 + YM

Week 2

8 Nov

Singing Competition & Year End Party Celebration

All Students (PIC: teachers)

Week 3

15 Nov

Prize Giving Ceremony– Singing Competition Winners

Sketch Performance Practice (Briefing: Skills & Role Play)

BFA Service Hall

All Students & Teachers

Saturday

21 Nov

Retreat trip (2D, 1N)- Cameron/ Genting

~Next year activities planning

Senior 2 + YM

Week 4

22 Nov

Sketch Performance Practice

All Students

Week 5

29 Nov

27 Nov (Hari Raya Haji): Workshop Preparation (outdoor)

*28-29 Nov: Nationwide 2nd Generation Blessing Advance Workshop

Sketch Performance Practice

Children (> 16 years old): YM

All Students

DECEMBER

FFWPU NATIONWIDE EVALUATION MEETING/ NATIONWIDE FR CAMPAIGN/ PERFORMANCE PRACTICE

Week 1

5 Dec

6 Dec

5-6 Dec: FFWPU Nationwide Evaluation Meeting- Annual Report (towards 2010)

Best Discipline Class & Best Cleanliness Class

Preparation for God’s Day Performance 2010

All BF Leaders & Teachers

All Students

All Students

Saturday

12 Dec

Sketch Performance Practice

Senior 2 + YM

Week 2

13 Dec

Preparation for God’s Day Performance 2010

All Students

Week 3

20 Dec

18 Dec (Friday): Awal Muharam Holiday

Preparation for God’s Day Performance 2010

Birthday Celebration (Nov & Dec)

All Students

Thursday

24 Dec

24~25 Dec: Christmas Holiday / Nationwide FR

Senior 2 + Youth Ministry

Week 4

27 Dec

Preparation for God’s Day Performance 2010

All Students