Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Hopes...

OK so updating my blog....

Actually i got lots to write just i don't really have time and i have soo many things to say...

Basically i am updating my blog cause of Janel...
The gurl in green on my right holding the M&G box that contains our Bazaar Sales cash (she's the Honorary Treasurer after all...)

Jnel & me during the Bazaar Sale

So what's happening yea.....

Lots have happened and many things is happening now.

The Youth Ministry 2nd Gathering with Youth Ministry 1st Bazaar Sales. It was super tiring i bet after everyone got back they slept (i did). Truly i hope and pray YM would grow internally properly and fast. No to rush them but some needs to grow and understand better. Some are excellent and great. Truly will be great leaders in the future... all of them!

Now i got like 3 things to concentrate and prepare.
3 major and important ones which is totally different from one another.
One is Youth Ministry's service and fund raising and also performance this coming saturday and sunday. YM service will totally keep going on till to end and beyond and i will keep watch over it. My hopes... lots...
Hopes 2nd gens will take ownership of the jobs given and youth ministry, practise culture of living for the sake of others and truly treat each other as brothers and sister. I pray to see the day they will lead Youth Ministry and all i do is quide them (^_^) till then i gotta work harder. Heavenly Father have truly been with me up till and will be with me forever. I really wanna know more of them. Learning and understanding so many things. To me anything can be overcome and i got dreams and hopes lots of them that i expect the YM achieve. Nothing can stop me i guess.... tho i may not look like a person with dreams but truly my heart says so many things. I still got no confidence tho but Father have been with me. Complaining is my forte XP but it helps me see the bigger picture and understand the situation better. Tho i have many thigns to learn but what i have right now is only what i can use to do things. I am not a person with talented abilities (well i don't see any) so i have to put effort. I hope one day i can travel to countries learning the 2nd gen system there and bring it back to Malaysia and make a new system that can help the 2nd gen here. Truly they are more precious than myself. Hopes.... is only a hope. I gotta make it a reality. Let God see my performance and one day God will tell me "You have done great. You did wonderful...." i hope.... right now i can make them all understand and see my vision and realize they truly are talented children whom God loves and they can achieve anything if only they realize their potential. That's why....

Secondly is the Power of 10sen donation box. Seems like i am the coordinator for the boxes a.k.a i am reponsible for the distribution and collection of the boxes through out Malaysia (O.o)
Hey, what can i do??? Many things to do since i just got informed of my oh-so-new mission. Since i distributed it now i gotta collect it back. Keep calling people, arrange transportation to get the boxes and count money and bank in and and and.... what else??? oh yea make report... All this thanks to Jim Lee who supposely the person in charge insted of me but his departure to join the Asia fundraising team.... costs him this..... oh well... tho i hate calling peopleasking bout the boxes (feels like asking for money...AH LONG!) gotta over come it!! Mansei~

Third a.....
you know my third mission i have no idea what is it, originally is to help a.k.a assist the UPF to launch a Kids Ambassador for Peace program. Then yesterday i was told to cancel it cause YM is not "ready" yet (fyi YM's director said that.... >.>) now! ask if i can be the main coordinator and paln all this. Proposal, programs, activities, job scope.... everything la! all i gotta do... alone... cause everyone else is too busy... >.> sure i got no problem with that its a HUGE challenge but i can take it... my motto = i never say no to important stuff that can help in peace... something like that... i help and say yes if my heart feels i should do and i can do it and its good..... But i need a clear picture to plan. What does UPF sees? Ask for a meeting (short one) but that guy left to somewhere =.= Argh i feel mad thinking bout it... God help meeeeee.......

I hope i can do a great job for this 3 mission. the third one i am still not sure if it'll go on tho... gotta ask that guy nia....

Hopes....

Its all hopes first....

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