Mummy's Day Event

Jn3l Tribute

To the girl who loves the colour purple,
choc and consumes them like an addict
Happy Belated Birthday.
If we meet again on a sunday let's go to Burger King (My treat!)

Jn3l (2nd from left - beside me)

OK so its been a week since mother's day

BTW: I miss my mommy dearly T_T

Anyway,
while listening to Sanctus by Libera (Awesome kids ^_^) and blogging plus trying to like do power of 10 sen boxes which i am in charge of collecting it (talk about Ah Long aka blood sucker) really i am trying hard to think of what happened last week...

Oh yea mother's day. Youth Ministry 3rd Gathering. Jnel's Birthday (a year older eh...)

So if i compile all 3 into one O.O hectic

Yeap hectic is the word of the day.

But in any case Thank you God for guiding me \(^_^)/

So for mother's day YM gotta sing. 2 songs.
I don't really know what song. I thought of mother's day song but could not find any except for the rocky mother's day song by Blink182 which i don't think will appease mothers...
So i decided on a challenging song (whahahahaha) Just Stand Up! by 11 various artist!
At first i do wonder if its ok....
Sigh i dont reli expect much from everyone. They all really got no confidence heehee which is common but its a boost of confidence for them ^_^ i couldn't really pick the singers since i don't know how good are they so i just pick the 'brave' ones to hold the mic and sing he others sing the chorus part....
Thanks to Shojin and Max for singing... you guys shud have moe confidence. GOT FULL POTENTIAL!!!!
So..... YM gotta sing and dance.....
My plan for girl (lots)
Boys...(if u ket me pick the dances or you give me ideas sure we'll work it out...)
Still best is if the take full ownership and i can finally go back home and nag at my dad to send me to Sun Moon (truly wanna go there...)
Anyone can sponser me???? i only need like 3 Million won~~ that is like RM25K only~~
T_T sheees wish i can go STF but somehow Suthye didn't help >.> like he gave up helping....
Oh the agony nowadays i feel =.= merciless....
not because of the jobs but because of people...
Best for me if i can drive (with my own car) and i live alone in a house (^_^)
Anyway back tot eh singing....


Somehow i looke white!! (must be lights laaa....) =.=

After dragging them to the front ^_^ go go go!!

I am happy for Max and Shojin *Thumbs up!*

Hopes...

OK so updating my blog....

Actually i got lots to write just i don't really have time and i have soo many things to say...

Basically i am updating my blog cause of Janel...
The gurl in green on my right holding the M&G box that contains our Bazaar Sales cash (she's the Honorary Treasurer after all...)

Jnel & me during the Bazaar Sale

So what's happening yea.....

Lots have happened and many things is happening now.

The Youth Ministry 2nd Gathering with Youth Ministry 1st Bazaar Sales. It was super tiring i bet after everyone got back they slept (i did). Truly i hope and pray YM would grow internally properly and fast. No to rush them but some needs to grow and understand better. Some are excellent and great. Truly will be great leaders in the future... all of them!

Now i got like 3 things to concentrate and prepare.
3 major and important ones which is totally different from one another.
One is Youth Ministry's service and fund raising and also performance this coming saturday and sunday. YM service will totally keep going on till to end and beyond and i will keep watch over it. My hopes... lots...
Hopes 2nd gens will take ownership of the jobs given and youth ministry, practise culture of living for the sake of others and truly treat each other as brothers and sister. I pray to see the day they will lead Youth Ministry and all i do is quide them (^_^) till then i gotta work harder. Heavenly Father have truly been with me up till and will be with me forever. I really wanna know more of them. Learning and understanding so many things. To me anything can be overcome and i got dreams and hopes lots of them that i expect the YM achieve. Nothing can stop me i guess.... tho i may not look like a person with dreams but truly my heart says so many things. I still got no confidence tho but Father have been with me. Complaining is my forte XP but it helps me see the bigger picture and understand the situation better. Tho i have many thigns to learn but what i have right now is only what i can use to do things. I am not a person with talented abilities (well i don't see any) so i have to put effort. I hope one day i can travel to countries learning the 2nd gen system there and bring it back to Malaysia and make a new system that can help the 2nd gen here. Truly they are more precious than myself. Hopes.... is only a hope. I gotta make it a reality. Let God see my performance and one day God will tell me "You have done great. You did wonderful...." i hope.... right now i can make them all understand and see my vision and realize they truly are talented children whom God loves and they can achieve anything if only they realize their potential. That's why....

Secondly is the Power of 10sen donation box. Seems like i am the coordinator for the boxes a.k.a i am reponsible for the distribution and collection of the boxes through out Malaysia (O.o)
Hey, what can i do??? Many things to do since i just got informed of my oh-so-new mission. Since i distributed it now i gotta collect it back. Keep calling people, arrange transportation to get the boxes and count money and bank in and and and.... what else??? oh yea make report... All this thanks to Jim Lee who supposely the person in charge insted of me but his departure to join the Asia fundraising team.... costs him this..... oh well... tho i hate calling peopleasking bout the boxes (feels like asking for money...AH LONG!) gotta over come it!! Mansei~

Third a.....
you know my third mission i have no idea what is it, originally is to help a.k.a assist the UPF to launch a Kids Ambassador for Peace program. Then yesterday i was told to cancel it cause YM is not "ready" yet (fyi YM's director said that.... >.>) now! ask if i can be the main coordinator and paln all this. Proposal, programs, activities, job scope.... everything la! all i gotta do... alone... cause everyone else is too busy... >.> sure i got no problem with that its a HUGE challenge but i can take it... my motto = i never say no to important stuff that can help in peace... something like that... i help and say yes if my heart feels i should do and i can do it and its good..... But i need a clear picture to plan. What does UPF sees? Ask for a meeting (short one) but that guy left to somewhere =.= Argh i feel mad thinking bout it... God help meeeeee.......

I hope i can do a great job for this 3 mission. the third one i am still not sure if it'll go on tho... gotta ask that guy nia....

Hopes....

Its all hopes first....